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I'm holding my breath forever
I've given up trying to change
Always working nights and weekends
Spend my free time drinking with my friends
We're all just trying to stay awake
Living with the choices that we make
We're okay

I'm holding out for the future
But things will just be same
Waking up again from a good dream
Of your bedroom when I was eighteen
I think I saw it in your face
It's just a feeling I can not regain
I'm afraid

So if it doesn't get better
Well I can still hope the same
On a good night I can still feel it
Like a full moon
Like a speed hit
But now they're few and far between
We're moving pieces in a big machine
And we dream


from H​.​A​.​G​.​S., released September 22, 2015
Mikel McCavana: Vocals and Lyrics
Grant Patch: Production



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Darlington is the music/art/lifestyle project of Mikel McCavana and Grant Patch.

Mikel lives in Brooklyn, NY, and Grant in Somerville, MA.

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